bio:
"I published my first book of poems in 1980 when I was 43, after many admissions to psychiatric care in a big mental hospital. Perhaps I received my most valuable education there. For the past 23 years I have lived happily in the everyday world, being now properly diagnosed and taking the correct medication."

Links:

  • New Zealand Book Council Writers' Files
  • Hazard Press
  • Dear Couch Potato


    Two thousand years sitting 
     
    at the right hand of God! 
     
    and before that, who knows 
     
    how long? From before 
     
    the Earth was formed you were 
     
    there at His right hand! 
     
    What about sending her back? 
     
    She was once the most real 
     
    most brutal of critics. She loved 
     
    with a tribal love, and doubted 
     
    with a collective dislike. 
     
    I was too quirky by far, 
     
    for her taste. But, as a curiosity, 
     
    I was an important friend. 
     
    Now I pour love and horror 
     
    at your boney feet and pinch 
     
    your gown between my roughened 
     
    fingers. Your blue eyes narrow.


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    Execution, courtesy of Television


    Never mind. The murderer 
     
    must pay for his crimes. 
     
    Now is the hour, the moment 
     
    of execution, and final helplessness. 
     
    We search his face for panic. 
     
    How could he be so calm 
     
    Is he sedated? Can he feel 
     
    no apprehension? The button 
     
    is pushed. A gleam 
     
    of intelligence departs on queue. 
     
    Heat, steam and water 
     
    leave his body. Relatives 
     
    of his victim notice, satisfied, 
     
    that he has wet his pants. 
     
    A rigid shape is weeping 
     
    (watch his face, his hands) 
     
    weeping to let go -- to be  
     
    transported beyond dread. 
     
    It's disgusting. ... we 
     
    are all murderers.


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    The Goose Girl


    Anything that distracts us 
     
    flicking the eye away from the central image -- 
     
    a hair across a leaf, 
     
    a golden apple dropped 
     
    a rolling to a stop --  
    it is here I have 
     
    learnt to turn sorrow to advantage. Imbalance 
     
    or madness I've learned to love 
     
    as preparation for chaos. 
     
    A neat world can trap you  
    in the need for order.


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